... I saw one video clip of an interview where the guest is someone who lost her eye sight due to an accident. She became blind but she's such a positive person and kept striving despite her condition. What she said in the interview resonates in me - what's clearer to her now that she's blind is that dunia is temporary and everything in this dunia is meaningless, what brand of clothes you are wearing isn't important as long as you are covered, what car you drive isn't important as long as it takes you to your desired destinations, however beautiful a food presentation isn't important as long as it makes you full, and so on. What's paramount in this life is your ibadah and journey of preparation towards kehidupan di akhirat later. 

Me? I don't know apa yang dikejarkan in this life... bukan hebat mana pun - achievement di dunia fana tak seberapa, bekalan akhirat pun gitu² saja.

I realized betapa kerdil rasanya diri ni, betapa kurangnya "tabung" ibadah yang nak di bawa, betapa bezanya my perspective on life....

This, has to change...